I had to finally do all the things the doctors said to not do, but that work for my body.
Sometimes when you know your own body, you instinctively know what to do.
This happened to me today.
I feel better today A day that started out with screaming and keening I asked my daughter for help She called me I did not want that I could not stop crying I am the mommy Mommies do not wail and sob like this! I feel better today My doctor called to check up See how I was doing after my stint in hospital Last week - a world ago now I could not stop crying Pain pills are not working She suggested I go back to an E.R. I have already been to two of them in a week and a half. I could not face them I feel better today I did all the things they told me not to do The things I thought I would rather try than to go back to a place where they do not care about me half as much as I do. My strategy worked! I am at pain level six instead of ten now. I did it myself Using my own mind. I feel better today I walked outside and watched a wolf walk across my yard. In the daytime. About 2:30. I yelled "Joe, come see this!" There was a second wolf. He was too slow to see them. The dog did not notice. My power animals. Placed there by God to say "you've got this, my child." I feel better today!
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