I Feel

I don't feel as as you do, but I still feel. Maybe I'm nothing like you, but I still feel something. Is it disappointment or am I really filled with pain? I'll never know, but I still feel. I feel endless possibilities without you, but I need you near me. I feel young, but I am old. I feel a need to apologize for what I am, but I can never change. I feel I'm stuck in a loop, but I have ways of breaking out. How does it feel when you hurt me? Do you feel happy or sad? Do you still feel something? Do you feel my tears as I turn not to face you and long to feel nothing ever again? As distance divides us and time consumes us. Remember what we felt.