I Fear My Darkness
I fear my darkness.
It's menacing and creepy.
It's a scary and ominous disturbing blackness.
When it comes out it causes a dark sadness.
You are evil with your madness.
My cold demon you are a fright
You even inspire me to write you invading my mind day and night.
I hate how you crawl, leer and prowl,
how menacing and fast you are and I even hate your growl.
Two cold hands and two strong arms,
Your definitely lacking when it comes to charms.
Two big horns and clammy skin
Good God where do I begin.
You invade my mind and invade my life,
It brings out in me my badass strife.
I fear my darkness
It makes me cry
It makes me sad
It even makes me pissed off mad.
My mental Demon is so terrifying
Even has me giving up
Not even trying.
I cant give up
I can't stop fighting
I won't stop even when dying
Mental illness is my struggle
I am a good person
Even if i feel like I'm in mental trouble.
I'm not quite me
Not like you
But we are somebody
Even when we are blue.
Copyright © Mandy Jolly | Year Posted 2023
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