I Fear My Darkness

I fear my darkness. It's menacing and creepy. It's a scary and ominous disturbing blackness. When it comes out it causes a dark sadness. You are evil with your madness. My cold demon you are a fright You even inspire me to write you invading my mind day and night. I hate how you crawl, leer and prowl, how menacing and fast you are and I even hate your growl. Two cold hands and two strong arms, Your definitely lacking when it comes to charms. Two big horns and clammy skin Good God where do I begin. You invade my mind and invade my life, It brings out in me my badass strife. I fear my darkness It makes me cry It makes me sad It even makes me pissed off mad. My mental Demon is so terrifying Even has me giving up Not even trying. I cant give up I can't stop fighting I won't stop even when dying Mental illness is my struggle I am a good person Even if i feel like I'm in mental trouble. I'm not quite me Not like you But we are somebody Even when we are blue.