I Failed

Once my nerves had settled in
I was at ease
And ready to see how I had done
I felt confident on how I would do
Because I sped through the first ten 
But kind of struggled on the last few
It was my third time doing this 
And I failed the last two
So another performance such as that
Would really leave me feeling blue

It had been over an hour 
Since I had finished
And the greater my eagerness
The more my confidence had diminished
This nervousness I had
Was something that was quite rare
I guess it really showed
That I actually cared
Because I was not repeating this class
Even if I was dared

My anticipation was at its peak
And my patience was very thin
I just had to see my grade 
While my confidence was at a level ten…
To bad my grade was not
It was about as bad as a sin
What could I have possibly done wrong
Maybe I forgot to turn it in
Too bad I could not complain about it
Because I promised I would not make a scene

Three bad grades in a row
Would not deter my confidence
I found a way to control my anxiety
And I have been passing sense
Pride is a terrible thing to waste
So I used it as guidance
Many left that class after that test
Some stayed and like me…
Thought that decision was not the best
But we proudly made it, too bad for the rest
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

Poem

Post Comments

Poetrysoup is an environment of encouragement and growth so only provide specific positive comments that indicate what you appreciate about the poem. Negative comments will result your account being banned.

Please Login to post a comment

Brown Avatar
October 25, 2010 at 12:08 PM
Congratulations on your well deserved poem being picked to be featured this week Silas. Love, Carol
Nettles Avatar
January 15, 2012 at 12:32 PM
I appreciate a great deal...
Haick Avatar
January 14, 2010 at 8:46 AM
Hey Silas,Congratulations on your win in Constance's "Anything GOes" Contest! Peace, Audrey
Nettles Avatar
January 15, 2012 at 12:32 PM
preciate it...I'm just not returning to this site
Dietrich Avatar
January 10, 2010 at 11:04 PM
A nerve wracking experience! congratulations on your win! andrea
Nettles Avatar
January 15, 2012 at 12:31 PM
thanks...I'v just gotten back on this website...has no idea this poem had some success :)
George   Avatar
January 10, 2010 at 4:58 AM
ailure is only such when one does learn from it, as you have so aptly conveyed in the winning poem. Thank you for sharing, and CONGRATULATIONS, Silas. Sincerely, Lainie
Nettles Avatar
January 15, 2012 at 12:33 PM
thank you :)
Hallett Avatar
January 4, 2010 at 1:12 PM
Glad to hear that you hung in there and passed your classes. -Courtney-
Dufresne Avatar
December 24, 2009 at 7:15 PM
three cheers for hangin in there,Silas, and for the poem too. -Robert
Get a Premium Membership
Turn off ads, get more exposure for your poetry, and get more features with a Premium Membership.
Book: Diverse Voices: The Poetry of Human Rights and the Pursuit of Peace