I Dream To Fly

Why would I stay?
Why would I fight?
I can't find my way 
I lost it out of sight 

The little girl
on that old photograph 
danced and twirled
fell down and laughed 

They say it's me
I close my eyes
in disbelief I shake my head
I can't be recognized 
not even slight 

I seem so happy
so strong and carefree 
But that's in the past
it will never come back 
for my smile didn't last 
and now everything's dark
 
It's irrelevant
it doesn't matter
This isn't Wonderland 
and things won't get better

So listen to me
hear what I say 
I'm gonna be free
in the wind I will sway 

I know what to do
it won't take too long  
I'm holding the blade
and sing one last song 

My veins have been slit 
the floor's turning red 
There's no sign of pain
I can't feel a bit 

Alone in my room
whilst waiting for death
I look at the moon
as I take my last breath 

Now I'm gone
floating in the stratosphere 
letting go and moving on
of what was once 
and what's to be 

I had to go 
and say goodbye 
I had to die 
so I could fly
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016


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Date: 7/2/2024 7:35:00 AM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Meanwhile, I greet you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
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Date: 2/26/2016 10:41:00 PM
Nina, Welcome to Poetry Soup. It will be a delight to read and become familiar with your poems in the future. As for now, I will greet you with the same smile others passed when I first joined the soup. Wishing you and your poetry the best. I hope you get to meet all the nice poets around here STARTING with me- SKAT :-) Please drop a hello and tell me a little about yourself if you wish. I would like to be your newest poetry soup "FRIEND" Hugs* SKAT
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Date: 2/25/2016 7:37:00 PM
No life is not a wonderland. But there are wonderful experiences that have us take flight in a sense, not ready for the final flight yet. Impressive pen. I'm still sorta new myself...welcome to poetry soup!
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Date: 2/25/2016 7:23:00 PM
Woe! Wow! A vain has been slit.... Wow .... This is not the way I'd want to go.... I know this is a tough time...however done awesomely. I enjoyed the poem .. LINDA
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Date: 2/25/2016 7:19:00 PM
Nina,, Welcome to Poetry soup I hope you enjoy the community. You'll find friendly poets who are ready to support and give positive feedback. The only time I give constructive criticism is when a poet desires it. However, if for some reason the poem is not my field I will guide you to someone who is more qualified than I. Other than that I will read, enjoy and comment with positive feedback. Remember, keep posting, stay in touch, TAP my shoulder when you have a new poem. Stop by and read one of my poems if you like. My poems are not perfect, but I have a feeling you might like one. You might find my support addictive. I've been a SOUP Poet for 6 years. I encourage you to check out the contest page and read to receive comments. I'm from Texas, How about you? Tell me a little about your poetic skills. I will enjoy following you and your poetry :) We are Lucky To Have you. Your New Poet Friend @-> LINDA <-@
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