I Don'T Need This

Why does everything have to be a fight? I don't need this. Not tonight. All the cruel things you say. I have to hear them every day. You have to twist all my words until I'm the crazy one. You push me so hard and I'm so close to done. You put me down and you don't trust me. Well you need to see that your cruel way will crush me. I can't handle this... You make me feel like I'm nothing. Like I'm no one to you. This isn't what love is supposed to feel like. You just can't see How much you're hurting me. You certainly don't care! If you did, you wouldn't be so... Hypocritical. Heartless. Selfish. Stifling.... Mean. You make me hate myself. Yet I still love you. I always will... And I hate myself for that too....