I Do Understand

I do understand one fact. Clearer by the point next to any. When I actually don't. Neither do I need many. More becomes the must. Later turned the page into a now. I am riveted with fear. I adjust. My eyes. No more. Nerves exposed. Less tears. One cloud brings rain. One heartless pain. Soulless, within the coldness. Surrounded, by my darkness. I have derailed. My mind was the train. Becoming. Undone. Alone. Mirrored. By my shadow. In the suicide shade. I can never fade. Away. I have nothing. I have more. I have something. Less to gain.