I Disappoint Myself

I set goals Not long term But one's that can be acomplished really soon if I ever followed through with one Like to actually speak to the guy I've been pining for I disappoint myself everytime I don't say a word Than I'm set back another day This isn't looking good Why can't I just say What's on my mind Before I lose track of time Before his attention starts to fade I can feel our chemistry But it doesn't seem to matter unless I do something To set fire to this flame I've set a new goal One no one knows about but me and I vow not to disappoint myself A vow to make myself happy