I Died a Little Inside

In the eighties, my perplexed stare
developed an incredulous bared.
Those years held much I could not befriend
and I died a little inside by its end.

Howard Stern ignited my pen with his germ.
He high-spiked my outrage on solid burn
as he grew rich feeding youth radio p-o-r-n.
I died a little inside from moral concern.

Talk shows seeped us with nothing worthwhile,
shocking us in vulgar, bottom feeder style
until our shock capacity burst its dial.
I died a little inside that people enjoyed ‘vile.’

In the eighties, American public schools failed
while private schools slowly came to prevail
cost-mimicking all public schools once nailed.
I died a little inside that education rights derailed.

There is more eighties grief I could pour
but its heavily laden feel might this day endure
and I cannot risk damage to my joy still secure
by dying a bit more from all I could not cure.


... CayCay
February 10, 2019
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Proxenos Avatar
February 14, 2019 at 1:46 PM
CayCay, my rainbow friend, I can't keep up with you - your talent and poetic flame is eccentric, excellent, exotic and absolutely amazing - congratulations CayCay, you deserve every honor showered on you! Poetry hugs, Jennifer.
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February 11, 2019 at 4:15 PM
I believe the world we have today, started in the 80's my opinion of course, Love the poem though in fact it's brilliant.
Andresen Avatar
February 10, 2019 at 11:47 PM
- Congratulations on your winning poem, CayCay :) - Have a lovely new week - hugs // Anne-Lise :)
Wolf Avatar
February 10, 2019 at 7:54 PM
Interesting take on the contest,...and even more interesting that it happened under Ronnie Reagan's watch. As I vainly try to remind people, the economy may have recovered under RR(from the blunders Carter made), but our core values nosedived, (until they bottomed out in the '90's...btw, they are bottoming out even further this century, teaching me that there is no bottom!) ~ gw
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February 10, 2019 at 4:27 PM
A very different take on the contest, nice to see a poem based on morals.. Congratulations on your placement in the contest..
Cunningham Avatar
February 10, 2019 at 1:53 PM
I think today we don't have the respect for each other that we had years ago, people have become very self centered and greed and corruption is rife everywhere. I think many who remember the good old days have died a little inside. Good luck CayCay. Tom.
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