I Cried For You

When you cried for me, heart 
Fallen on calloused knees as I supplicated 
Blood thrumming in my ears 
yet running cold to my finger tips 
Face distorted, eyes tightly shut 
but in my mind's eye images projected
in vivid details of learned self deprecation 

Crumpled over I surrender to my bloody fate 
My insides turned to ash 
I'm all but hollow, 
weightless and adrift 
my essence as it bleeds out 
I let go to the numbness. . . 

When I cried for you, heart 
A collage of said colourfast images 
washed lacklustre by a calculated manipulation 
Resignation and surrender hung on a pair of windows 
barely translucent they give a glimpse 
of space as vacant as their dwelling 

Oh, I cried for you my heart 
but my hands were tied fast twines wound 
tight biting and marking my skin 
limbs paralysed by a fear of self liberation 
So still I lay, lay in this bed of thorns 
naturally piercing and commissioned for my benefit 

Then, you cried for me, heart 
The thrumming quieted 
I heard your rhythmic injection 
continuing to give me life 
Warmth gradually seeped into my being 
hollowness filled with a gushing stream of hope 
Release me captor of my soul!
Here I stand the sun is yet to set 
as I look up, sigh, 
My strength regaining I limp, then walk 
never to return. . .
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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