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I Could Have Lived Without You

I remember our first encounter 
I didn't like you much,
But you made me feel so special 
I soon longed for your touch.
I'd press my lips against you. 
You could take my breath away.
And faster than I could imagine 
I knew you were here to stay.

You were with me in the morning 
and stayed with me all night,
The two of us were inseparable 
you were never far from sight.
I just couldn't live without you 
I had to have you day and night,
Your hold on me was much too strong 
and I knew it wasn't right.

But I could never give you up 
though time and time I tried,
I'd find myself drawn back to you 
by a burning deep inside.
I should have stayed away from you 
should have listened to my friends,
When they said that you would be ...   
the death of me.

But no matter what they told me 
their words fell on deaf ears,
I knew I couldn't give you up 
not after all these years.
And yes you'll be the death of me 
I'll soon take my last breath,
I'm dying with my lungs full of cancer 
because of you .........

                   My cigarette.

     <<< Cal Bambi "The word artist" ©riginal >>>
                  I paint pictures with words.

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Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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Godwin Avatar
July 30, 2019 at 9:35 PM
Like, John, I find I enjoy your writing and this one really hits home; it is a battle I personally feel. Well written poem with high impact and intensity. All the best ... CayCay
Hamilton Avatar
July 30, 2019 at 10:38 AM
I'm really enjoying your writing, this one is special, my sister died of lung cancer, couldn't get a lung replacement because she wouldn't stop smoking, now she's gone...very touching poem!
Mcgee Avatar
July 29, 2019 at 4:47 PM
A sad lament for so many...nicely penned.
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