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I Can't Understand My Life

I can’t understand my life

No, no, I don't know who I am
I don’t have anyone, but so many people
                                                      loves me

But why? Why?!
I feel like I have no soul
Were, I know, became, desired
Bring me, life, my death flower 

Death would not be pleasant
But still, I have a chance; feel it
But deleted all my hope inside

No love in my life! Get away!
Hmm, I have a style. Sorry
I didn’t love, hmm, but yes

No impurity! But my life isn’t snow
I hate emotional blindness, don't hurt
Never, never must look at another person's soul


My heart is stubborn, but no one is happy
My dead heart is burning, but cold rain
I didn’t get love. Never. Just slaps

Youth was a horror for me
Suffering reaped, save me reaper
Don’t worry about my life, just kill, reap

No more. There will be no love
                In my life
No need anymore
                                  Never

I don’t need a chance, never have to
I am not begging for love
                                          Ice, be my life!
Life allows hope to die in me

But keep your heart pure
             I loved you

                     Throw away my soul
Copyright © | Year Posted 2026

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