I can't pay my life

I can’t pay my life No attention. How to pay attention? A self-driven person. A narcissistic What can I do? Can’t take care of On my life. He is closed. A desire I don’t know him. Maybe an alien Stranger. My life. Different person Driving me. I can’t control. The Will My will. My wished life. My desire I don’t pay with my life. Hell. Satan Arrived. Light. Mine. Pay with life With life. Lost. Help find. Lost love Can’t pay attention. Dead life on I can’t pay attention. Heavy my love I want to switch off my second person “You can’t,” said the second person. I am a student. “Yes.” Said Satan. I can’t pay my life Paid. Said Satan A cemetery Pays lives I can’t pay My life Paid Love Satan I am Hell