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I Can'T Believe

I can't believe that I'm carrying your seed,
Something that I prayed would never happen to me.
I can't believe that I'm having a baby,
For someone who has ignorant chicks calling me.
I can't believe this: I'm so upset.
I'm highly pissed: I wish we never met.
I'm sitting here with a plate full of food,
Not eating it because I'm not in the mood.
I can't believe this happened: I did not choose you.
It was only supposed to be for a couple of days,
Just so I can get over another guy and get laid.
I can't believe something that meant to be only a couple of days,
Will last for the rest of my life.
At this point after you did all that you did,
I don't want to be your wife.
I can't believe I fell in love with a dude, 
With no car and no job, got me expecting.
I can't believe I don't want to tell you
Or anybody, because this is a shame.
I can't believe your third, my second live child is coming,
Into the world right now daddy is locked up,
For listening to a stupid so called friend. 
I can't believe you calling every me, your mom, and brother,
Everyday for me to make bail.
I can't believe I keep asking where the hell, 
Is the ex and your friend that you listen to so much,
That got you in the mess.
I can't believe that I'm locked into you for life,
I can't believe I still kind of care.
I can't believe I have mixed emotions about this
They are all out of whack.
I can't believe I went to the doctor for pain in hip and my back
And he tells me that I'm having a baby Mack.
I can't believe I still wanted to be with you 
After you stole my computer, 
And before that lied about your last name,
I can't believe this I am shamed.
I can't believe that you and I made a being,
And we weren't supposed to be seeing 
Each other for very long. I can't believe
That this is happening. Now, that I kind of
Want to leave you alone.

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