I Can'T Believe

I can't believe that I'm carrying your seed, Something that I prayed would never happen to me. I can't believe that I'm having a baby, For someone who has ignorant chicks calling me. I can't believe this: I'm so upset. I'm highly pissed: I wish we never met. I'm sitting here with a plate full of food, Not eating it because I'm not in the mood. I can't believe this happened: I did not choose you. It was only supposed to be for a couple of days, Just so I can get over another guy and get laid. I can't believe something that meant to be only a couple of days, Will last for the rest of my life. At this point after you did all that you did, I don't want to be your wife. I can't believe I fell in love with a dude, With no car and no job, got me expecting. I can't believe I don't want to tell you Or anybody, because this is a shame. I can't believe your third, my second live child is coming, Into the world right now daddy is locked up, For listening to a stupid so called friend. I can't believe you calling every me, your mom, and brother, Everyday for me to make bail. I can't believe I keep asking where the hell, Is the ex and your friend that you listen to so much, That got you in the mess. I can't believe that I'm locked into you for life, I can't believe I still kind of care. I can't believe I have mixed emotions about this They are all out of whack. I can't believe I went to the doctor for pain in hip and my back And he tells me that I'm having a baby Mack. I can't believe I still wanted to be with you After you stole my computer, And before that lied about your last name, I can't believe this I am shamed. I can't believe that you and I made a being, And we weren't supposed to be seeing Each other for very long. I can't believe That this is happening. Now, that I kind of Want to leave you alone.