I Cannot Love You

I cannot love you..the ability to love is not in my sight- To love you I must first learn what it means to be loved. I must summon the creator himself who first loved me- In hopes to embrace you..I must first renew my mind. For my mind has the ability to procreate what once was- To love you beyond now means reminiscing about then. To see you the way you truly are, I must surrender my sight- It beholds nothing but the many useless broken promises. I cannot sense your touch for there is intimacy to be found- Each one meaningless..for I've felt each of them before. All had their place yet left my hopes and heart broken- No, I cannot truly love you unless I totally renew my mind. ~Vee~