I Can But I'M Not

I can smile, I am happy
I’m able not to cry, I’m not weak
I can fight, I am brave
I can endure, I am strong
But am I really?
I’m still living in lies
Always escaping in truth
I’m still fighting in life
Without knowing the reason behind
I’m standing in too much pain
I’m not strong I’m just pretending
I keep smiling, pain is hiding
I’m screaming inside
I am tired with this
I’m already dead
I have nothing
I am a butterfly with one week life
I am a bird with one wing to fly
I am a fish without gills to dive
I am a frog without legs to jump
I am a joke without punch line
I am a car without engine
I am a piece of crap that nothing want to pick
I am a piece of **** that no one can trust no one can love
I am miserable
I am a worst person
I am trying not to be
I did everything
But I’m coming back to this
I’m always coming up empty
I’m always coming up undone
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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Agustin Avatar
December 10, 2024 at 7:40 PM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Meanwhile, I greet you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
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May 26, 2016 at 3:27 AM
that's awesome but tough.... love it. SKAT
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