I Bleed

I will bleed my soul for you until The day I die. Yet I feel so close to nothing, It begs to differ if I try… I’ve asked patiently enough for you To hold me for one more day. But, insanely, I scar my heart Every time you walk away. I’d scar my kiss, therefore my gaze If you trade me for that w**re. Yet your punches run so deep Your thirst for lust I sense no more. Your kiss has vanished from my mind. My gaze, no longer weak… You’re getting so much harder to find That I deny myself the seek. I bleed your smell, your mouth, your tongue… Every part within I shred Even though it’s hard to cling Onto your fathomable bed. I bled my happiness away… It was never there to start with…. You don’t seem to reach those words to say It’s our forever that you’re done with. Even so, love goes on Looking for other people to hurt. Still, I’m left thinking in the sun If I should send you back your shirt. © 2009 Stefania Carmen Misaila