I Apologize

I apologize Someone I truly love ... Through them I realized... I owe this world a deep apology... In order for me to survive the person you knew and loved had to die You may never understand... For that I am sorry... The fault, looking at me, not being who I was supposed to be... Being a good person meant I couldn't be me... For my time, my blood, I cry I realized I had lost a lifetime... Now you don't know me... You need time to accept me... Thought you would just love me...I apologize the life I lived was a lie