I Am Worthy

Am I worthy of your unique, Agape love? Am I worthy of any sign of significance? Am I worthy of higher thinking above? Am I worthy of your righteous radiance? Am I worthy of brilliance? Am I worthy? Why am I worrying so much? Why do I long for your touch? Your wise words fill in the gaps of my life This jagged knife inside leaves me with shavings and wood-pieces of strife Delicate gravity got me feeling low Delicate gravity lacks His sunny glow Your unjust, insidious words drift away hoarsely But, I flutter so far from you and weep so softly…so wondrous in serenity Am I worthy of brilliance? Am I worthy of any epic praise with no trace of shame? Am I the light of the world or am I the darkness within? I am a dimming gem Am I worthy of the gift of creativity and logic? Am I the lunatic loser in life's game? Lows and highs strike me odd, yet my merciful God is even better than them Am I worthy of Your tremendously terrific truth behind the abominable lies? Am I worthy of entering Your Kingdom? Is it worth the risk to earn Your prize? Am I worthy of joyous days when boredom and grief's gone? Your loving-kindness sweeps away my lonesome state and its silent cries Am I worthy of genuine passion beyond the goodbyes? Your replies is an upcoming dawn to look forward to night after night and so on Extraordinary that I boldly met a great group of friends…my loyal and marvelous friends Not all relationships blend together like creamy coffee in the warm, vibrant morning – sick of your scorning Grateful for being brilliant and wanting to spiritually meet all His empathetic, zealous ends My whole life has been overflowing with confusion beyond sheer comprehension, but I won’t be forlorning Lord, am I really worthy? Yes, in His kind, gentle and delightful eyes, I am worthy, and honestly, His truth is great, for it sifts out all the lies