I am so tired of being alone

I am so tired of being alone People can you understand That I also need you in my life Because I can't live without people I don't want to live alone In the past I said things Just to hurt people That is not right I know Because I had said things just to hurt you Now I know that I need to bite my tongue And not say those hurtful words to you Every time I want to say it Yes I also need to change my horrible behaviour That pushes people away I don't want people to avoid me I want people to continue to be my friends I am telling you friends the honest truth I can't afford to lie to you people Because I know people you hate lies