I am NOT your Monster
Inspired by and loosely based on the song UNATTRACTIVE by Sofia Isella and the pure feminine rage she pumps into all of her songs <3
my hands shake in the dark
I want to hold yours in the fire
watch your skin curl and scream
in my mouth, the taste of venom
I want to spit it in your face
make you flinch at my reflection
my chest twists like a fist
I want to break it open
let the shattered pieces fly across the floor
I want to be ugly
violent
repulsive
a warning carved in bone and smoke
every glance you throw
is a strike, a spark, a storm
I want to match it
with teeth, claws, and fire
I want to claw my eyes out
just to see if the world will finally see what I feel
I want to pull my face apart
and laugh when you shiver, flinch and squirm
I want to be the thing
you can’t touch
can’t own
can't manipulate
can’t grasp
I want to bleed power
and let it stain the air
so even your shadow
knows my fury
I want to be every storm
you ignored
every fire
you tried to smother
I am spit
acid
teeth
nails
I am the mirror you flinch from
the shadow in the corner of every room
I want revenge ten times over
twisting inside
shards
flying across the floor
screaming my name
I want to scream myself into grotesque perfection
rip myself open so the world can see the chaos I carry
I am teeth
I am claws
I am the ash in your lungs
I am the rage
I am the ruin
I am everything you feared
and everything you tried to break
I am not your monster
I am the one you will remember
when the walls burn
when smoke chokes out the sky
when nothing else remains
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