I Am Not Ignoring You

All alone in the middle of a crowd
and I like it 
Because no one here can control the way I feel 

I just tune them out - 
and go about — 
living  life -
which ever way I will

No emotion or thought that I owe anyone 
Those days have since faded to dust
Now I only give what I have to-
I only connect when I must 


So Don’t expect to get a rise out of me 
By pushing the buttons of my past 
I’m disconnected from your society
I no longer fit any social cast

 No more are others capable 
Of deciding the directions that I  choose

It’s not that I don’t care - 
I just don’t care
I’m tired of meeting everyone else’s needs

I’ve given up trying to please the unpleasant 
Who I tried to please for so many years 

Their voices are as whispers in the forest
Which fall deaf upon my heart
 And silent to my ears 

All my life I served - 
giving as I was taught to do
But now the time has come 
— to live my life in whichever way I choose

So it’s not that I’m ignoring you 
I’m just ignoring you
As I go about living life my way
— doing what I wanna do
 No longer caring what others say
Copyright © | Year Posted 2022

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November 12, 2022 at 5:09 AM
Good on you Darrell…you do whats right for you!! Well said….Debx
Rose Avatar
July 12, 2023 at 11:27 PM
You know,,, this is one of my favorite pieces. So often those who try to control me still don’t understand “I just don’t care” in fact I don’t care that I don’t care. They act so hurt that their hurtful comments don’t hurt me !
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