I Am Lost In You

I just want to go where the rain hits my face, where the wind blows so cold my cheeks turn frosted pink, where the sun is hidden behind the white blanketed sky and snowflakes kiss me Maybe I should run Run far away from this mess I’ve made here Run to the nonjudging open mountain hills And breath the free air from our blessed life giving trees up there I just want to be free Free from this fleshly prison Free from the constant mental bondage and suffering And life’s infamous heartbreaks I don’t want to be here. I don’t want to believe here Nor will I ever become who you want me to be here I want released from the woes of this world. I want to run naked into the ocean And be as careless, and in love as we were designed to be Tho why can’t I find you here