I Am Lost and Confused

I am lost and confused, I don't know what to do 

I wander when I will find out who I really am 

I heard my parents fighting all the time when I was younger

I saw my little puppy go up stairs and hide from all the fighting

I want to see my biological family and not have them fight all the time

my dad is passed and my mom doesn't have her rights to have us kids anymore

I am lost and confused

I pretend that I live with my big happy biological family

I feel like we are still together even though we are not

I do everything i can to try and find my biological mother

I worry that I won't ever get to see her again

I cry when I think of my parents being split and being deceased

I am lost and confused

I understand that I can't see them but I live with the perfect family now

I say that I will always be loved by them

I dream of living with my mom once more

I try to get a hold of her but she never answers her phone

I hope that one day I get to see and talk  to her again

I am lost and confused

 By: Stormi Skaggs

Copyright © | Year Posted 2012



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Date: 3/10/2012 7:34:00 PM
I know you have way more faith in things now, and keep up the good work on here,
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Stormi Skaggs
Date: 5/1/2012 11:13:00 PM
okay i will
Date: 3/10/2012 7:32:00 PM
Great poem Baby, I love you :)
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Stormi Skaggs
Date: 3/10/2012 7:55:00 PM
I love you too baby
Date: 3/10/2012 10:35:00 AM
if this poem is non fiction I hope you find or have found some valuable friends to talk with...perhaps spend time creating Sustainable art. Each Moment is a new day. the past is gone, the future is unborn...right here now is where it all goes on...I know you can fix it and it's not too late...give respect to yourself and the frowns'LL haveta' wait1~JSLaM....(paraphrase quote included from A. Yauch)
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Stormi Skaggs
Date: 3/10/2012 7:55:00 PM
The man that I married was Scott Skaggs and you commented on his work on here...
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Stormi Skaggs
Date: 3/10/2012 7:54:00 PM
This was something that I wrote for my senior project and this was how I felt... Now i have found a lot of great people and ended up getting married... Things have really turned out for the better for me... Thank you for your words
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