I am lost

I cannot begin I cannot end I am wailing as a wind at sea Crashing waves forwards And backwards I am neither dead I am neither life I am torment I am frustration on a brink I am... I am who I do not know I am a page scribbled on, over words I am a book with no novelty I am what is neither found I am what is neither lost I am a being of non-existence Traversing reality at its dawn And at its death I am...? Who knows... I am Maybe... Maybe I am seeker.