I Am Free

I am free I am free I am not free All I asked was for you to leave, for you to be gone out of my life and know all I can think about is how much I miss you. I miss talking to you, I miss being with you, I miss being the one to make you smile everyday, But I'm so afraid of you. I can't even look at you, or even bare to hear your name before I tremble with fear, Before I shake and I freeze. That was the reason I pushed you away. I told you I hate you but really I don't. I was trying to protect you from thinking it was all your fault. Even if it was I couldn't tell you that. You act so tough and so strong Yet all I have to do is not be there for one day and you're falling apart right in front of me. One day I hope you'll understand, what it's like to be on the receiving end of you love. I promise one day I will tell you, how I really feel. I promise one someone will tell you, they feel the same way towards you. I am free I am not free You are free You are free, from me.