I Am Disappointed

I was given the chance I pushed it away With one glance T'was offered into my mouth I spit it out As if out of disgust But really, just out of doubt I imagine that moment again It seemed worth nothing at the time But now is worth a billion yen Worth the difference between Life and death in a den This emotion Comes when things seem so good When it seems I have found joy, truth Attacks when least expected But I write of it so that it's power is lessened I am disappointed