I Am Different

I can't explain this life I have This is what God had give me I can't turn back now This is what I had to do I can't tell you why I am this way I can't tell you anything I behave unlike the others But you do not have to know eveything I am different in your eyes I am different to anyone's sight I am different from everybody else But I know I am still alive I can't change of who I am You have to undersand that The world is not perfect at all And I am not that upset I know I act weirdly How I help people a lot That I can't even help myself And you think I am weird although you know I'm not I am different to every place I am different from the others I am different to go through this I can't live normally like the others Knowing how gifted I am Feeling other's pain and misery But I don't just stand and watch I take this very seriously I know I can't rest I am too worried to rest While the others suffered out there I know I haven't did my best I know I am different And I thought you understand I know i am difficult All I need now is a hand