I Am Dead Inside My Sorrow

I see the fire. I am the flames. I am hurting. Within the inside. Next to which rests with the dead. I do not linger. Even to point one finger. I swallowed my pain. I am the nail in the cross. I take. I break. For yours and heavens sake. I carry my burdens. You will never see me cry. My tears are not forsale. Not today and surely not tomorrow. Never in the corner of the dark. I will drown. I will suffocate. My heart hangs around a stake. I do not have to die. I am dead inside my sorrow.