I Am

I am not sad...... I am not mad.... I am tired.... TIRED...... of all these childish games you play, You play with my emotions... But why??? I am not a bad person nor a horrible friend nor a horrible girlfriend to be with.... Are you confused??That you keep telling me "I want to be alone" but why? If you say I make you happy...? or is it false? why don't you have that will power to let go of the past and move forward?... YOU ARE STUCK living in the past... You are not living, but you are drowning in your own grave of stress and loneliness... Let me in.. I have proven to you, I am a good and positive women. I am strong and smart. I don't play childish games... Don't push me away ..... I know you very well... I can read you like no other.. I am patient and I can wait... but the question is will you be ready?? I want to spend the rest of my life with you. we are like two in a pod.... what more do you want>???? I'll always catch you when you fall... and lift you when you are down? who else would do that for you? you are special and unique in your own way I accept you for who you are and how you are.... I am your light.... don't blow it away.....