Hypergraphia

I’m scared of all my thoughts being unwritten. Lists that only made sense at the time I wrote them. Writing is not the same as remembering. But I was trying to explain some type of secret that I am still learning. I am experiencing too many moments at once. So I try to keep the timelines separate. It is as if everyone else is holding onto reality for me. The writings from my heightened state felt so profound. So I must write! Until all I can do is mutter and shake. So I must write… Again and again.