Hurts To Hear His Name

My heads lost in confusion. My heart drowns in sorrow,self pitty and pain. I can't stand to see his face, if hurts to hear his name. I'm falling apart, though my tears don't show. He tries to understand but he'll never really know. I've fallen so far from every one, so deep i'm near insane. I can't stand to see his face it hurts to hear his name. I try to make sense of this all. The harder I try the harder I fall, I'll never find another to take his place. I can't stand to see his face, it hurts to hear his name.