Humanly Tired

I wanna be a human now, Not just a mere puppet, somehow. I can't force myself to smile, Even if it makes you happy for a while. I'm tired of absorbing everything, I can't be strong every single day, anything. I want to rest, mentally and emotionally too, To recharge myself, start anew. The next time you see me, I won't be in love, I won't fight for you anymore, like a dove. This battle between us is over, done, I'm tired and worn out, I've lost, you've won. I surrender, I give up the fight, I want just peace of mind, it's my right. No more pretending, no more tears, No more hiding my fears. I wanna be a human, just like you, With emotions, dreams, and flaws too. I wanna live my life, be happy and free, Without any more battles, that's my plea.