How To Live...

It's here again In full force Making up for lost time Not sure I will make it out With you this time Im sorry my love I am tired of fighting now Whatever is in me Indent on destroying me It's job is coming to fruition I don't want to give in To demise To its ultimate written contract I will always go down Smiling For you loved me I begged for you I screamed for you I cried for the pain to subside But my love Even though you reached me I was already dying inside But you kept me awake You made me fight Time and time again You gave me the sun So absent from my life You dosed me up with your love To ward off the incurable pain I will always love you I will always remember How you gave everything you had to give Sadly it was written in the fate That as sure as I was born I couldn't understand and cope with how to live..