How Much Longer

How much longer do i have... Until I brake, leave, disappear... How much longer will the fighting last? A day, month, year? How long will I last? How much longer do I have to pretend? To save my soul, happiness, even my life? How much more do I have? Until I leave and never come back? Forget about my father, my mother... And everything negative... How much time do I have? To LIVE, to BREATHE, to ENJOY A LIFE?! Seconds, minutes, hours.... Days, months, years...? How much longer do I have to put up with this?....