How I Feel About You, Now

I love you still.
I miss you so much.
I don’t believe that you know,
How much I care,
And constantly think about,
The short time we shared.
I don’t believe that anybody feels ,
The way I do about you  now.
I saw and still see in you, 
So much positivity.
God made you to be on top,
Not on the bottom.
You helped me so much,
In ways that I can’t describe.
I still look for you to walk,
Through the door.
But I know where you are.
God is working on you,
To become a better man.
I’ve told you over and over again,
That He has a special plan for your life.
I love you so much
I can’t stand the fact 
That you’re not beside me.
I constantly think and talk about you
And I pray,
That you come back home safe one day.
I have some good news for you.
I love you,
But you have to leave the awful road of the past,
And travel in the light of the future.
People are out here wishing that they were you.
Envious of the gifts God only gave to you.
The road that you’re traveling,
Along with time is winding.
You can’t go back.
You must move forward,
To the goals 
That you’ve said you were looking toward.
God wants you.
So get on board.
Right now I’m bored
Wishing that my man was at home
With me to look forward to us 
Both starting a family and ministry.
I know deep down that we were meant to be.
I don’t believe that your so-called friends,
 Feel  the same way as I feel about you now.
I love you so dearly.
I can’t wait to see you again.
If it is God’s will,
So that we can have long talks, walks,
Raise our children, do our work for the Lord,
And give each other life long thrills.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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Brown Avatar
September 21, 2009 at 9:22 AM
Thank you for sharing your excellent poetry with us Nicole. As always I wish you the best in your future writing endeavors whatever they may be. Love, Carol
Lopez Avatar
September 20, 2009 at 4:57 PM
these are caring and delightful thoughts... blessings !
Kendrick Avatar
September 20, 2009 at 2:56 PM
Very passionate write. Keep writing. Sara
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