~*~how I Feel~*~

I feel like I cant live. 
I talk to me boyfriend yesterday and 
he tells me that he's going to D.R. in November and
doesn't know when he's coming back. 
that maybe in December. 
This always happens to me, 
I'm finally happy and 
then my whole world comes tumbling down. 
I love him so much and from what he shows he does to but
I think that if he leaves some how were going to break up and 
I don't want that.
I want to talk to him about it but 
every time I bring the conversation up I start to cry. 
he told me yesterday and 
I dint cry cause i didn't want my family to be all in my business but
as soon as I left the house this morning,
I just started to crying till no end. 
I've been calm for a while now but 
I just don't want him to leave.
I don't want him to leave me side.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2005

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