How I Breathe

How I breathe today is hastily and
fearfully though some hardships are gone 
what cuts deepest is invisible to you.

Still I breathe with an inability 
to heal from the childhood cruelty 
which remains entrenched in my soul.

My breathing endures your misconceptions
of who I am, who I was or who I will be 
which you have emphatically wrong.

Today, I am silenced and refrained 
and though I live as a recluse
still I breathe hardened and frightened.

What you don’t know is that every breath I take 
is with a body wracked with pain due
to many beatings and unforeseen incidents.

What you should know is that I breathe 
With wounds engraved in my heart 
and will forever do so.

Each breath captured is engulfed
with unknown but inevitable
adversity that remains unending.

With every breath my greatest hope is to 
bring you to an understanding of the 
hidden pain that suffocates my spirit.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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Harvell Avatar
May 23, 2024 at 7:59 PM
I like it and way you express. We all feel the pain, some more than others I pray relief be found. Sometimes you got look deeper past the hurt to find living soul,the heart to which its breathe you live. Got let go past and be stronger person you portray. It only gives them joy to see you broken but paint a portrait not of what society has done but one of beach front in the country. Only your world you live that exist if you choose to live it. Take trip to clouds, silence tells stories.
Seeker Avatar
October 12, 2021 at 8:47 PM
Painful. Why trauma bond?
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