How Do I Let Go

As I sit here and think about my life I don't know if I still want you in it I'm so confused I don't know what to do We have too many problems it seems I say its you and you say its me We keep ourselves talking about the future But we don't seem to be getting anywhere I don't care about the future anymore I want the now I want to say I lived and loved I cant keep waiting for you to love me For you to want to spend time with me outside my bedroom I'm not gonna waste my life away cuz you don't wanna let go If you truly love me let me go, let me be free To enjoy life, to live happy to go do things I wann be with somebody that wants to do what I wanna do That wants to love me, hug me, kiss me when i crave it Not have to wait til wednesday But as much as i wanna end the pain I keep myslef holding on to u as well how do I let go?