How Are You Doing

i dont understand and i dont get why my life is hard to fit fit with other fit inside fit in school fit other wise its hard to be me and no one gets me might aswell leave for i am just a rare disease no one has heard of no one has seen no one has never meet me a guy with no page no beginning no end no one knows until you get get into my shoes get into my brain then you will see the shadows were i see the remain of all lost the good the bad the people who have a chance but never fit in at least they stay back and relax watch the world go by no word or phrase said until some one notices and make a statement "how are you doing, why arent you out there" cause i am not good enough like many others said so i live behind the shadows and veins no one sees or hears me only gets advice from me but they dont help or let me fit in just help themselves and let no one else in that is society live or betray become one or become nothing that is why so many leave leave their lifes behind down in the ground cause the cant fit in with out others making a sound commenting and asking making fun or betraying this is society but i would make my own thing i would live in the shadow but make a master piece of all the people who dont see me