Hopeless Obsession

The voice or reason 
Has fallen upon my deaf ears 
As the hand of fate 
Pushes me towards my blind ambitions
 
My illusions of grandeur 
Have given rise to malicious intent 
To obtain what can never be mine 

The allure of its beauty and power 
Overwhelms my sense of sanity 
And pushes me towards the abyss 
Only to be consumed by my hunger to posses it
 
My only purpose in this twisted reality 
Of my so-called life is to hold it again 
In my now black heart 

But I have reaped what I have sown 
And ended up with a harvest 
Of pain and regret

Fate has dealt me that proverbial losing hand 
And now I must swallow that bitter pill 
And try not to choke on my own self-pity 

How foolish to have squandered its wealth 
And disgrace its purity, 
Only now to be left poor and ashamed 
For my stupidity and greed 

So now here I am 
Alone and left wanting 
Left with nothing more 
Than a hopeless Obsession
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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