Hopeless

I look at you. Think of you. Try to understand, Why you still won’t give me a chance. Now I know, I messed up, you did too, but it’s too late to fix anything now. It’s too late to re-try. Now that I know that, I’ve lost all hope, I almost wanted to kill myself, I cried at night. And you didn’t notice me. But now I no longer see a point in all this. I guess it’s hopeless. I... give... up...