Hope Closes Its Eyes

I think i love him She uttered the words down the phone to me Every particle in the world crumbled before my eyes My chest felt like the world was stood upon it Hope closed its eyes I was lost in that moment of sheer pain and the only person who could ease my pain had caused it The life i had was over and death was my closest friend I always said i would die for you But never realised id rather be dead than without you The fault hopelessly looking for the blame Stretching for a medicine to pervert its cause But as usual never up to the task Losing my last love and living with the pain of a soul without solace.