Hollow Uncarved Heart

My heart was broken so long ago If only i told you I loved you so Do you think our lives would changed Perhaps my heart wouldn't be in chains Wish I could just rewind the time So I could have been yours and you'd be mine Where is the book that shows the way To pause time to make it your way Tell me how did I go wrong Why does the pain have to feel so long Like a hollowed out lump of coal You would have one day been my diamond But now all I feel inside is an empty black hole It was one live and well now it's dark and I feel like hell If I told you how I looked at you Could you have loved me too Or would it be inevitable You'd see me as just a joke Maybe if I turn my eyes I'd be quicker to catch your lies But like time I cannot be turned Though the words you said were not your own I pray one day to take you home