Holding Back My Grudge

I know I shouldn't say this I keep my mouth shut But don't worry this time I promise not to cut For both of our sake I ruin it all with a snap But don't test me because you just caused a crack I do this every time It’s the after party of hate I don't appreciate And I’m done with the negotiate It’s the rate that I’m falling Let me take my time Trust me I'm not stalling Your weight’s causing me to drown Why does it hurt? It’s a monster that’s trying to escape And it’s something I sure can’t duct tape Don’t rub it in the face Keep it low key Walk away with some pride Don’t mention you’re so happy without me