Hold On To Me

Emotional debt is hard to pay off…honey, I just want to be forever free Life is getting harder and difficult on me these vexing, dangerous days I apologize for my stupidity – kill me alive, for this life is rough honestly My sinful, selfish everything makes me feel rather empty in many ways I am surviving and I will not be the one, flight-deprived and dying Rainclouds formulate substantially and change to neon-rainbow colors I feel myself fall thirty seven feet below me and you and I’m not lying Don’t you know the tongue is a vermilion wildfire and it injures Trustworthiness is so uncommon I’m a worry bug that worries a ton Hopelessness is my tune and an ugly bloom, Along with gloom and insecurity abloom I feel very far away from truly receiving gratification today I have had things taken away from me and gives me dismay I am keen to see God's greatest plan for us all – a spiritual, solace Kingdom My opportunity doors keep closing and I can barely reach out for them Hold on to me and chase away my majestic madness and painful angst You are a part of my memory…no need to say “Oh, I see” or “thanks” I’m afraid, yet I’m brave – nothing makes sense anymore…darling, I’m being honest! I’m one with mellowness, sheer satisfaction and quenched in quietude as I see best Emotional debt is hard to pay off…honey, I just want to be eternally free I am surviving and I will not be the one, flight-deprived and dying – I’m the lonesome guy that started crying and endless sighing..feels that recovery isn’t here yet, but I got to have joy Along with gloom and insecurity abloom…ecstasy is right next to sea My opportunity doors keep closing and I can barely reach out for them…You’re my remedy and healing grace, so I will keep trying and hopefully someday; wish we could’ve kept trying and trying, oh boy Hold on to me and chase away my majestic madness and painful angst, for I have forever tried to remain sane and douse upon me His jubilant, tranquil rain Hold on to me…hold on to me…remember to abide by my side, for I need you next to me…hold on to me…hold on to me…releasing tension from my brain Hopefulness is my tune and such a pretty awesome bloom, Along with sweet sunshine and undying cheerfulness abloom