Hold On

I was a novice in that act My mind would not say the fact I keep pushing through being smart Oh playing along may not impart My heart dwell in his love and kiss Lips got hurt; with time, his lips I miss As much as I love him, I hate his play He should know but won't allow delay At 23, no one believes it is my first How softly blood puddings burst In my poetry- an art inking of trust Which I feed on to never go rust Came to be a tough but a fit world When the wind reversely turn; vices whirled I know you are hot and on fire Yet you deny the cross of just we desire For age and time set off the scale of preference Hiding your tears fighting frankly to make difference How I believe it wasn't your fault Crazy though you couldn't gaze my eyes assault Many years in the blue, I feel fulfilled Throughout the highway, alone was I drilled While you keep up fighting being skilled To make life a worthwhile but I remained stilled Finally, you reason the denial to be wrong What if I have not been really strong? Forgetting my career to be continue... With you, I don't want any interview Our son I carried is now by you wanted Can you please imagine how I was taunted. Bull! Bull! Bull! Bull!