Him Again

I’m thinking of him, He won’t return my calls, I know it’s not my fault, But I feel like it is, Sick to my stomach, I don’t know why, Is he mad, Is he sad, Is it his mom or sister, Or the other guy, They told me he was cheating, They told me he was gay, I called he denied, I believed, But not I’m not sure, Almost crying, I want to talk to another person, But then I don’t, Stomach knotting, Head throbbing, Getting warm, It’s his fault, I want to talk to him, help him, dump him, I want a relationship with him.