High

I sit with my thoughts in confusion not knowing why, everything is so very clear in my head and in my heart. I know all that makes me feel free and high, I feel all that is calming and flowing. I'm swept up under a current of whirling winds, looking down, reflecting on all there is to know and feel. Like a good drug, I graciously take it in, knowing and accepting comfort in all that is meant to be. Where I have been taken and will end up, was once a worry, now I weightlessly flow though what once held me down. No fears no set backs, all there is for me is to ride the wind, letting my heart guard what is untouched and share what I have left. I have no one to blame, so no more tears, I make my own happiness, if there is none to be found. I think of all that enlightens me, combine and mix it all. I take it like a drug, Inject it into my veins and breathe, I feel it flowing into my body taking over every part of me. I feel the high and I sail the wind, There is no more of a purer drug than what I have made. My happiness in the end.