Hiding Behind the Wall

Never showing the world how much pain and sorrow. You feel every day when you wake up, knowing there’s nothing left to hold on too. Feeling trapped because no one cares to see how much damage they caused by always plotting against you. Leaving nothing for you to even try to build happiness. Just waiting patiently for death to take you. Trying to remember when there was ever a time in your life. You felt loved and wanted but no such memory exist. Wondering why were you created and placed on this earth. Always trying to be loved. Over and Over again. Never understanding why no one ever loved or cared about you. Watching tears slowly fall down your face again and again because you could never figure out what you did wrong to people for them not to show at lease kindness towards you. Always praying for an end to life itself. Wanting just to be treated with love and care. Dreaming of a life filled with love and happiness. While hiding behind all the painful scares of the past. Trying not to become a ghost no one sees. Searching for hope that the damaged parts of you will one day get pieced together like a jigsaw puzzle. Knowing only time will tell. While fate still has cards left to play for your life. Wanting so badly to say goodbye to everything and find a place to hide.